♥ Friday, May 22, 2009
hi(:
AND AND AND! Who the heck is the ' .. ' arh?! I love my maple dar a lot cant isit?! U bu shuang arh? Dun act like u noe anything! Stupid freak . << Sry for those words im scolding alright? I dunno who are u .. I may noe u, may not noe u . I dun even noe ok?!
But im jus really angry tat u say only maple bf wad . ! MAPLE BF ALSO PPL WAD! I love him lots cant arh ? I miss him really really miss him, ur matter isit?! I dun care who the heck are u .. But stop saying that alright?!
K! i dun care that freak liao . x3
Miss him so much .. Tat my heart is breaking . HAIX! sad larh ! I dunno wad happen sia! I can talk to my maple dar bravely . Last time, i dun even hav the guts to talk to him ..Was really scared that i would break wif him cos hes so sweet to me, so dear to me . Jus dun wanna lose him jus becos of smth i said causing everything to fall apart .. They dunno how i feel . They may think that its easy to say smth out and chat like usual . But i dun think tats possible for me, if its in the past . I will truly love someone and treat someone well this time . Not ever hurting anyone, will try not letting them thinking that im boring that they wanna break or wadsoever . Jus missing of him too much that whn im alone, im always thinking of the past happy memories and you . Only u .. You may not be able to see wad i say since u dun even noe my blog . I was afraid that after u see my blog u would think im lame . hais .. Jus too scared . I really wan u to see this but its impossible for me to giv u whn my heart isn't calming down . Today went to sit punggol bus bac home with geneve,venius(think is like that spell ba) and shiying .. When we went up the bus, i sit alone and jus looking out of the bus, jus staring out but my mind was all about u . I dun hav the feeling to talk to them cos i was thinking of u all the time from PP till the bus stop . hais ... Y cant i get my mind off u whn our relationship already ended so long ago . Its jus a history now .. I wanna start all afresh . Giv me a chance ? I'll try not to be that boring and keep ur life jus as before . ):
If its impossible to go bac, thn i'll jus keep that part of the memory with me till forever . - emo-
ENDS here.
buhbyes
Gwen.C :]
