♥ Sunday, May 24, 2009
hiies
Im jus using my craziness to cover my sadness . Was wishing that my sadness not ever to leak out and show everyone . I dun wan anyone's pity . I HATE PEOPLE THAT LIE TO ME ! I knew that she's jus lying to me, but if she noe that im really hurt .. Y does she still hav to lie to me? am i unreasonable? AM I ?! I REALLY WANT TO ASK U ! I feel like our frenship is getting further by each day . Y do u hav to lie to me ? One by one, jus hurting me, do u all think that its fun? The first time is that boi.. NOW, even u is lying to me .. Y? I still did talk to u, i still did went out with u and hav fun tgt .. Isn't that rite? Its only that im changing to the another me . Tat don't change anything rite? Fooling me around is that really fun? The hole in my heart is getting deeper and deeper . First is THAT DAMN boi now, my sista ... Thn who's going to be the next ? Jus feel like starting EVERYTHING afresh . How i wish, i was not in greendale sec in the very FIRST place . Not to meet u, not to know him .. But that's impossible to change . Think gonna change school whn sec 2 barh . Thn whn the time comes, i could really hav a brand new start . A new life, with no mistakes . Hoping that the day will come soon . Really hoping for that day to arrive .. God, pls help me, help me find my way .. I jus couldn't believe that she lied to me . Y life is so unfair?! I wanna kill myself and hoping nvr to noe u AGAIN ! Im crying each and everyday for him . Yet ur spending ur time chatting wif him happily? Wish i dun die becos of sadness . Im already half changing into emo . Not gonna believe in anyone , no longer will that happen ever again, whn im fully bac to the past emo . >_<
Jus hate hows life going on right now . I wanna change it, really do wish so .
ENDS here . * emo *
buhbyes .
ღ @ 3:19 AM
Gwen.C :]
