♥ Sunday, May 17, 2009
I jus cried for a guy ... Now my eyes is a bit red ):
Becos i went to my biao ge's fren house to stay thn he told me not to talk to him till i reach home . GOSH! I cried again -.-"
My tears jus cant stop dripping down .. I jus cant stop it . Jus listening to calm music to calm myself down . I know its not worth my tears . But i really cant stop it .. Im jus hurt so badly . I jus wanna let go everything .. Now i jus feel like killing myself and stop all the pain . Whn i was jus about to give up, he talked to me . My mind jus stop thinking things . I started crying like mad! I wanna stop life ):
Is it that he dun hav this simple trust on me? Is it difficult trusting me? Is that so? I jus feel like scolding u ! But i dun hav the guts cos i love you . Is it that hard loving someone?
I'll try to let go the pain that im having now .. I will try very hard .
I will try my very best not to giv up . I wish this goes same to u ....
Ends here .
buhbyes
ღ @ 7:45 AM